>>2487 (OP)
The most expensive thing I wore is worth $ 80, it was my father's winter jacket, we have the strongest cold in Kazakhstan

I live in Moscow but I do not have a smartphone. And did not go to the subway for 4 years. Hikkie life.

Until 2015, I was on the subway in 2009, it was strange to see wifi on the train, people with smartphones and new hairstyles, the fashion has changed.
https://youtu.be/wE1UIK85E3E
I have been living like this for 10 years

>>2491
I broke my smartphone when I was angry a few years ago, because I didn’t need it, I didn’t use it. I do not need anything, I do not want anything. I just want to be. I did not want to live in this city, but they brought me here. I do not like this city, but I live here. And I can do nothing with my life. I'm in a mental prison. And the best I can do is to be not a prisoner, but a monk. Just be. Watch the world and in no way influence it. I just imagine myself to be some sort of monk and it's easier for me than being a prisoner. It's not fair, I did nothing bad when I was a child and a teenager.

>>2490
You can stay at home for 10 years, but I have to work for a penny all week. I would like at least such a life in Moscow.
In my city, fashionistas risk getting a knife in the liver.

>>2492
I'm already drifting, I became a conformist too early, there wasn’t even youthful rebellion
(Гугл хуёво перевёл, я итак плыву по течению, я стал конформистом слишком рано, даже не было юношеского бунта или максимализма)

>>2493
Life in DC you rate on instagram and similar shit, huh? If you do not have money and connections - you are nobody here. And if you do not even have your own apartment on the outskirts of the city, then you are in general an empty place and will give 50% of your salary for rent, at best.
My mother has been living here for almost 20 years and she will never make money buying an apartment. Without an apartment in the property you are nobody here.
>>2494
Youthful maximalism? Revolt? You have a primitive view of the world. My father was a doctor and repaired people, now he is dead. My mother was a musician, now she is a zombie and consumes media content (if she doesn’t work, she works a lot, because we don’t have our own apartment). I was a cheerful and inquisitive child, but then I was bullied. And now I'm in a mental prison.

But at the moment - I do not care. I do not want anything. I do almost nothing. I just want to be. >>2495

>>2495
But it is better to be nobody in Moscow than anyone in a place forgotten by God.
I did not say that you have maximalism, I said that I did not have it.
My father was in prison three times, during the Soviet Union.
I have almost the same thing, I just live, I don’t have dreams and other shit, I just want to sit on the Internet and I live to just see what will happen in the 2030th or another year, the only reason I’m still alive is because of me there are parents and sisters, although I am an egoist, I don’t want to hurt them because of my death.
>>2496

>>2497

>forgotten by God

There is no god. Fuck you with imaginary friends. Because of Christianity, my mother did not have an abortion at the age of 18, when she became pregnant and now I exist.

>I don’t want to hurt them because of my death.

You're a fucking lunatic and shit. You are an NPS and you have the shit in your head. I did not commit suicide, because all the roofs on high houses are locked. And other ways - I'm just fucking lazy. I thought to jump off the bridge, but before it is VERY far to walk, and I am afraid to use public transport.

And fuck the Soviet Union. Fuck him, fuck him, fuck him. They promoted atheism and science to such an extent that propaganda was poured into the head — that it damaged people's brains. After perestroika, people began to become Christians en masse as before 1917. Purely because of the resistance, as a maturing teenager, he resists his aging parents. And so did my mother and father. And she did not have an abortion. And now I exist.

>>2498
Who doesn't have shit in their head? Buddy, you write in English on Russian imageboard, on the board where idiots from Vpn are sitting who are trying to impersonate foreigners, would you like to commit a suicide - would cut veins, not painfully and quickly
Yes, and in God or Allah and so on, I never believed shit.
About God, I said because it is a catch phrase, like Jesus in English.

>>2500

>would cut veins, not painfully and quickly

Lol, you're kidding. Maybe even try to overeat your own shit for the sake of death from poisoning?

>I said because it is a catch phrase, like Jesus in English

All clear. You fucking NPC.

>>2499

> perestroika

I hate the Soviet Union, if that, the only plus that there was atheism

>>2502

>the only plus that there was atheism

But it collapsed and when it happened - its inhabitants as fucking teenagers because of rebellion began to accept Christianity from atheists. Christianity forbids abortion to its followers - my bitch mother was a Christian and she did not have an abortion. Now I exist. And I have about the same brain as the best people in this world. This is torture.

>>2501
And this is me NPC? Do you use any shitty memes from America and think that you are original? This meme is generally political and how you brought it here.

>>2503
What kind of torture? You live in Moscow, it's an easy mod.

>>2504
Are you out of politics, you fool? Then why are you taken to the army against your will? I'd rather die than go to the army.

>You live in Moscow, it's an easy mod.

I do not live here. I explained to you that I have no money and connections. I do not even have my apartment on the outskirts. I live in my bedroom for 10 years. Not in Moscow. I almost do not look out the window.

>>2505
So I do not want and did not want to join the army, I tried not to go, I even went to an insane asylum so as not to go, but it did not help

>>2506

>but it did not help

I despise you and people like you. You could go to jail.

You fucking NPC. You fucking coward. Because of such cowardly people like you, I live badly. I will give an example - I am homosexual. Russia is so homophobic because LGBT people did not want to spend their own blood in Perestroika. They were given freedom with a spoon in 1993. They did nothing. You are all fucking cowards. I hate you all.

>>2507
А ты как откосил от армии? Кукаретик

>>2487 (OP)
i live in small town in germany, i nnever had a credit card(you mean mastercard?), never been to subway, but i saw it with my own eyes and never wanted to go their because its filthy, i have 15 million rubbles. i never had smartphone or a car. because its for bydlo

>>2515

> bydlo

sasi

>>2487 (OP)
where did you get computer with internet and this picture of middle ranked pizda?

How fast is your internet connection? Download and upload speed.

What is the furthest distance you've been away from home? How difficult was it to learn English?

>>2633
It was thousands of kilometers from home, in Russia. English, Russian and Kazakh have been taught since elementary school, in some schools it is still German, they used to learn Russian and German only.
By the way, I only know Russian and English, I don’t know my own language, like many Kazakhs.

>>2639
Are you Russian or Kazakh?

>>4544
hes russian

kazakh was invented by communist.

>>2487 (OP)
How easy is it for a westerner with dollars in his wallet to get his dick wet?

>>2487 (OP)
Are you ethnic kazakh?

>>7285
I didn't play, my computer is too weak

>>7304
Have you ever tried Psychedelics?

Is the food tasty?

>>7598
Yes, but I like most cola and chips

>>2487 (OP)
>>2488
How cold are we talking? below double digits or in the negative?

>>2487 (OP)
Бля а что правда что теперь всех казахов зовут нурсултан?

>>7695
there is no work, just no, you don’t understand, in my country, connections are important, it is important who your relatives are and other crap.

>>7695
fake and gay

>>7693

it is so cold that you can die peacefully in winter, if we allow 40 minutes to walk

>>7703
I find it really interesting that people live in a lot worse conditions but still find the will to survive and live. Some people in my country commit suicide even though they are taken care of by the government. Our government gives money to the poor and ill for free. This makes me realize that you can still be very poor and happy. Money doesn't guarantee happiness. Some poor people in your country are certainly happier than some wealthy people here.

Have you planned moving to another country? Since you can speak Russian and English, pretty much everything is open to you. You are probably fairly intelligent also. Are everyone as good as you at English?

>>7706

>I find it really interesting that people live in a lot worse conditions but still find the will to survive and live. Some people in my country commit suicide even though they are taken care of by the government. Our government gives money to the poor and ill for free. This makes me realize that you can still be very poor and happy. Money doesn't guarantee happiness. Some poor people in your country are certainly happier than some wealthy people here.

Dude thats what iam trying to tell you like for 3 years here. finland is a shithole, even poor kzakstan is better. People suicide in finland cuz its shit men. Come to russia my friend, you will be reborn.

>>7703
Ты откуда?
Я сам с Атырау, но переехал в россиянский ДС.